Found out I was less than a secret Called out and it hurt but I meant it Dead wrong tears running in the bathroom Make up's running still look better than you I don't fuck around I got issues Can't address the problem, though I meant to Working all day I need a cold one Runnin up the bill, now my check done Feeling lonely in the morning but it's alright Drinking all day think I'm gonna start a fight The adrenaline, replace it with amphetamines Watch my words when I say em like "yeah, right" Yeah, right Yeah, right Yeah, right Fair fight with my day Everything is alright Everything is alright Everything is alright Everything is alright Right, right, right I I I was off the ketamine I cannot feel anything Birthday I'm a diamond ring Why's it still feel like a dream Imma tell you everything that you wanna hear And the wounds don't heal even after a couple years And the rooms still cold but I'm leaving with a sear How you move so bold, it's the only thing that's clear I swore that I'd never let it get to me But that's okay Instead I'm blowing all my fucking green Every single day It's not your fault that I always crave attention Always hit me up just to wonder your intentions Whatchu wanna do? Yeah I'm open to suggestions Fair fight with my day just to take off all the tension Take off all the tension Take off all the tension Fair fight with my day Take off all the tension Fair fight with my day Fair fight with my day Tension Fair fight with my day just to take off all the tension Fair fight with my day just to take off all the tension I I I can not feel anything I I I can not feel anything I I I can not feel anything Fair fight with my day just to take off all the tension Everything is alright, right, right, right Everything is alright Everything is alright, right, right, right Everything is alright, right, right, right

I know this is, like, really out of the blue And it's really deep, and I'm sorry if it's too deep But, like and I just need you to tell me to keep going Cause I know you like my stuff and I know I love your stuff But I need you to tell me to keep going I wish that all your time was spent on me You give me one more try, but I can't breathe Too many second chances Too many second guesses I don't have much to say You've just been in my way You know that I can't stay Guess I'm gonna pay Guess I'm gonna pay But you know I can't delay, yeah Guess I'm gonna pay But you know I can't delay, yeah Wish I wasn't such a problem Got me feeling awful Usually, I don't speak like this Talking down on myself like this Wanting to invest Guess I'm second best Kissing strangers with my chest But the water wasn't blessed With your crest, I'm a mess Less than best Blocking my progress This is just a test Put me through all of your stress Tell how can I adore you? When can I move on, too? When you treat my heart like a game of chess? You can't win me over anymore I wish that all your time was spent on me You give me one more try, but I can't breathe Too many second chances Too many second guesses I don't have much to say You've just been in my way You know that I can't stay Guess I'm gonna pay You can't win me over anymore It's a shame You had so much more to gain Through the pride, through the pain All the time I was away I wish that all your time was spent on me You give me one more try, but I can't breathe Too many second chances Too many second guesses I don't have much to say You've just been in my way You know that I can't stay Guess I'm gonna pay I can't say what I need to say Doesn't matter anyway You treat me like I'm some game But I know how to play And it's such a shame I know you feel the same But you're too scared to do anything I wish that all your I wish that all your Can't go no further I think I loved you longer

"The chariot, they keep pushing a certain agenda, over But you have anxiety And you're lonely, and you're fearful So how strong are you exactly?" Be sure Mirror hearts that gleam I've been here round the bend Interweaved in between before Who knows? You're in my dreams He caught the light inside of me No more, but honesty Common mistake of certainty I'm sure to hold it close to me I know how cold it tends to be You can take what you want but I already grabbed it Flew across the Atlantic No stopping you can have have this Yeah imma let you have it Now you've got this backwards Are sure you want your last words to be realizin that love hurts? Yeah baby I can concur You can take what you want but I already snagged it Got me feeling like a villain and my heart it feels like you stabbed it Got you a present and I want you to have it Feeling so cold but I won't be needing your jacket Always wanting you around But never falling into seams Sowing needles in my brain But i can never keep it clean Now there's blood on all my hands And then a ghost that I can't see Maybe the things in my dreams Are coming back to torture me Maybe there's a root to all The mess, the calm beneath the storm Maybe ignorance was bliss Until i couldn't ask for more Maybe god was planting visions Call it destiny J swore Leading angels into heaven Never knowing i'm a whore A whore Adore Come baby, I won't bite Don't fall for me tonight Don't love me out of spite Be sure Mirror hearts that gleam I've been here round the bend Interweaved in between before Who knows? You're in my dreams He caught the light inside of me No more, but honesty Common mistake of certainty I'm sure to hold it close to me I know how cold it tends to be I'm never anxious never pressed I just feel something in between Always ask how I address it With a feeling of relief And the answer is I never plan Further than i can see And then I'm always left to wonder What the future holds for me Spinning bottles spinning tops That never stop, I'm in a dream Represent all of the cycles, Everything I couldn't be And i'm always left alone I'm just another leitmotif Entering and fading out Deserving of a lonely queen I don't wanna be this way much longer But giving kisses makes me stronger Hold my hand until we conquer All these feelings that could never be replaced Floating through this house, I'm like a wraith I just want someone to make me feel safe Promise I'm not losing faith Through failed attempts that put me in my place They just are always like "Well, this is how it is!" Who are you to tell me how it is? A new emperor must seize the throw They're trying to deceive people I don't know if you guys can see or not I can show you a little closer Be sure Mirror hearts that gleam I've been here round the bend Interweaved in between before Who knows? You're in my dreams He caught the light inside of me No more, but honesty Common mistake of certainty I'm sure to hold it close to me I know how cold it tends to be

We got it all wrong This love was made for lights n screens We made it all wrong To hope n dream in glycerine My mind is tainted, gone so tasteless When it's over, I won't find closure Retrospective, caught me shameless Four leaf clover welts, it's over Chemistry, no right to be Falling in and out so please Let me go, I'll never know How to feel, I'll never know Wanna baby just like me Want her to have everything Even if she makes me cry I will never say goodbye Wanna baby just like me Want him to have everything Even when if he makes me cry I will never say goodbye Wanna baby just like me Want her to have everything Even if she makes me cry I will never say goodbye Wanna baby just like me Want him to have everything Even when if he makes me cry I will never say goodbye and And "Oh?" I don't come across as a boy That's just fine You don't think that i'm a girl? And I don't mind I'm complacent, so fasciation Everyday yeah, i can't see us Getting better, what's the matter? I am liquid go through mazes If you like dyingggggg They think i'm lyinggggg When I feel like dyinggggg And "oh?" i don't come across as a boy That's just fine You don't think that i'm a girl I don't mind I'm complacent , so facetious Everyday yeah I can't see us Getting better, what's the matter? I am liquid, I go through mazes And ohhhhhh If you like dying When i feel like dyingggggg They think i'm lyinggggg She always makes me cry He always makes me cry She always makes me cry He always makes me cry I don't wanna try I see her all the time I'll never survive If I don't clarify She'll always make me cry I don't wanna try I see him all the time I'll never survive If I don't clarify He'll always make me cry Wanna baby just like me Want her to have everything Even if she makes me cry I will never say goodbye Wanna baby just like me Want him to have everything Even when if he makes me cry I will never say goodbye Wanna baby just like me Want her to have everything Even if she makes me cry I will never say goodbye Wanna baby just like me Want him to have everything Even when if he makes me cry I will never say goodbye

Stay away from me I can't breath I can't breath I've seen your brown eyes They're intertwined I had mine When i barely speak, I feel the heat Memories past, feel collapse Clean as a test, a summer's unrest It reminded me that you're Fading I'm so scared to lose what I got Cause what I got is all I've known And all I've known, I've had to grow And I've grown to love everyone All the people beside me Holding my faith to the fire You've got me crying for joy I've got nothing left And that is why